im going to flood this post with photos :D
photos taken during ndp celebration today
♥ Wednesday, July 29, 2009
had a fight with my bro last night and i really do mean hands on that type of fight.not on the mouth type of fight. it all happened just because he is always non-responsive to the questioni asked him numerous times repeatedly and i got pissed off and i snatched the phone off his hand and smashed it on the floor. i know im violent lah but ps i am really burning with anger then.my bomb had exploded and his too immediately when his phone hit the ground. he started to clench his fist and hammeered it everywhere on me, my head my back and i tried to revenge and i did the same thing. violent huh... me.. it's been quite some time since men and my bro really fight this fierce.my poor sister who tried to appease us kenna my fist and i was too angry with my bro to even say sorry to her. in fact i didnt notice that i hit her. i overhead my mum's conversation with her and my bro later in the night in which i slept and woke up halfway without anybody noticing. after the fight my bro left the house and feeling the urge to pour my hearts out, i follow suit after my bro was gone. i left quietly making sure that my sister was in no clue of my plan and went to the fitness ground near my house which i decided that was the most isolated place that i can think of. over there i cried till i feel better before i returned and pretended nothing happened till it's time to sleep. this morning i woke up feeling fresh and had been excited because of the eclipse.i was hoping singapore will be affected and we will be able to see the sky being dark from 8am to 11am but all we experienced was great cold wind blowing through the window. so cold that it was so chilly in the ward without air con, and rain... i was so disappointed when what i anticipated did not occur and tonight i wan to €catch the repeat broadcast for this eclipse.on my way home in my lift just now i met my bro coincidentally and the atmosphere was very awkward. i didnt feel like talking to him and i felt his hostility towards me but still i forced the sentence out of my mouth "today got any homework?" he replied no. and then i grabbed the opportunity to to talk to him more and asked him why he bought the such a thin lanyard and he said my another bro gave it to him... blah blah blah.. till all the way we got home and when we're home, i spotted the sweet that i bougth last night meant to treat them but after i got into a figth with him i forgot to take it out.who will thought of the sweet actually helped us amend our soured relationship from last night.i took it and said "this sweet is meant to treat you guys but after our fight i never give you. do you want one?" silence. i add on and said"sorry about last nigth, i keep on asking you qns but you never reply me....do you accept my apology?" he stretched out his hand gesturing me to give him the sweet and said thank you. and then i said next time we have to respond to each other whenever the other party ask us question and we did a gou gou shou and we are back to normal once again :D i feel so happy now because i initiated to say sorry and he accepted. i feel so blissful now. hahas
♥ Wednesday, July 22, 2009
recently im in contact with a old cute lovely couple.she was there for her husband when her husband underwent a surgery last december and now it's her husband's turn to be there for her for the same surgery.i felt the warmth and the degree of how much they loved each other and i am sure they have really been through a lot to come this far. both of them 50 plus 60 years old le and yet their relationship is still maintained at such sweet loving stage i think it's great.and i guess they will still be by each other's side for a long time. i hope to be like them when i am old.cause having someone waiting for them after their surgery and looking after them is really a great blessing.hope she recovers fully without any complications
♥ Wednesday, July 08, 2009
woohoo..got back my laptop lehope everything's gonna be fine nowif not im really going to bang my head against the wall
♥ Wednesday, July 01, 2009
