wonder why my chest region near my heart area is in pain recently for a few seconds.
this pain comes and go... what's wrong with me mann..
♥ Friday, April 30, 2010
lecturer told us a story that kept us all awake..
UNBELIEVEABLE. hahas :)
♥ Friday, April 30, 2010
almost got bang down by cars ony my way home just now while on the phone with ling.
i didnt realise it was red light till i heard cars horning at me just now.
♥ Thursday, April 29, 2010
why do i feel empty even when there are people around me ?
dont feel like going out / meeting up with friends nowadays..
i've been thinking... do i have real friends who's really concerned about me who really understands me? i have so many surface friends. but who can i really talk to when i need someone's advice?
perhaps i had it all onto myself. because im not concerned about them, i dont really understand them. who do i really understand? i dont understand anyone. hahas.. and i want someone to understand me. isnt that just ridiculous/ greedy of me?
sometimes i wonder when i will pass on..and how... in a place where nobody knows my disappearance.. no one will care.. the body will just decompose quietly and slowly return to nature earth.. im alone anyways...
♥ Wednesday, April 28, 2010
went out the whole day till 12am plus then went home.met huang jieying at yck mrt. she's studying at nyp engineering course which is the same as javier.
then after that she invited me to join her and mickey to shop at amk hub.
we passed by a spects shop and we went in as they wng if wanna ask about contact lenses.
since there is a promotion for the contact lenses buy 2 free 2, mickey thinks that it is not worth it for him to buy just one box. hence he asked me and jieying if we wanna share and we agreed. but i buy le very shy to wear leh... too used to wearing spects le. scared people will find it awkward if i wear contact lenses. my right eye degree is 750 and left eye is 400 with 75 san guang.
i didnt know i have shan guang leh..
then after that we went to 313 in somerset to shop for their clothes..
we had a hard time pursuing jieying not to spend so much money on clothings
but after listening to jieying's heartfelt thoughts, i feel sad for her..
those people who criticises people with weight of more than average really have got no heart.
condemn her till she totally have no self confidence. poor huang jieying.the moment i saw her tears when she talked about her xin shi, i cant bear to scold her le.
then after that phoebe asked if we wanna go out. went to meet them and then daniel drove us to yishun damn and chatted. i chatted with han lun and daniel chatted with phoebe more.
after went home sleep and when i open my eyes, it's yet another school day. very routine..
we had a group disussion today and we discussed on the product that we wanted to create for our fyp till ver excited. we are gonna inprove the current bedpan that we are using now. hopefully our product will be successful and the will be able to be liked by certain companys so that they will buy ours. how cool will it be if our product is selected.. whoa... hahas
need to look for some help from those who are good at sketching a 3-Dimensional drawings and a engineer who will be able to help us with our products :) looking forward to our final product woohoos :D
♥ Thursday, April 22, 2010
went to S.P.C.A with weiqiang today..it's our first time there so we are not sure where to go.
when we reached, both of us arent sure if they will allow us to enter..
so we lingered around the entry for quite sometimes until a couple came and we went in together with them..
i played with 2 different dogs. husky and another dog..
the husky never bother me.. she only put one of her paw on my hand that's all.. sadd ed.
then one man walked into the cage, the husky sprang on him, pushed him on the ground and started licking him till he is unable to move.
the scene was hilarious hahas.(Luke)
then i went into another cage that belongs to another dog. forgot her name. she was very playful. only 4 months old. maybe she is in teething phase that's why she keep biting. at first she wants to bite my finger, then my pants then my bag and then the flower on my shoe. i play till im scared of her so i ask weiqiang to let me out of the cage.
poor thing.. all of the dogs are lack of love. i wanna go S.P.C.A. to adopt one of the dogs when im able to adopt. i wonder why are all of the dogs disapproved by HDB.. sianz..
then we went plaza singapura to walk walk, nothing much and then to city square mall for dinner. we ate japanese dishes at the ishi mura japansese street in city square mall. wanna go back there to try more other japanese delicacies :D
♥ Saturday, April 17, 2010
today's the last day of YOG training. didnt take much photo with our instructors from army...i hope to be assist either the paramedics named Daniel or yun xiang...
hope they are gonna be there. dont wanna get a paramedic who will show attitude de.
i wanna get a friendly de if not the 6 days will be hell.
then after that went out to meet yijun, chang wei and han lun..
we went to kfc. chang wei and han lun left with phoebe and daniel at 9pm, then i stayed with yijun while she finishes her rj.
dont know when will be the next gathering that we are gonna have sia...
♥ Saturday, April 17, 2010
today's the second day of the YOG training.instructors from SAF came down to our school to teach us.
the army boys dosent look like they are in their twenties..
they look like secondary students to me.. all so small size.
but some of them are quite cute.
especially one in station 1.
but somehow our group is not very high and dosent really seem enthusiastic.
yesterday's lesson was a bit dry, mostly revising what we had already learnt like bandagings and iv infusion and management of patients with spinal injuries
today's was much more interesting.. we learnt how to measure and put in the cervical collar for spinal patients, how to change position and stable their head.
we also learnt loading and unloading the trolley bed into the ambulance, how to open it and how to transfer patient using stretcher and the metal one for spinal injury patients.
hope tomorrow's gonna be as interesting as today's as well...
hope to befriend with the instructors but i got no guts arh... not very good at socialising.
♥ Thursday, April 15, 2010
went out with weiqiang just now.
to bai yue lao and then to city square to walk walk and chit chat.
we ate a japanese pizza, his treat cause he dont let me pay him.
was supposed to go kbox but i thought of saving some money cause i overspent this month's budget.
felt kind of easy and comfortable while hanging out with him but he can sometimes be very .
irritating till i dont feel like botheirng him therefore last year there's a period of time i ignored him. but now okay le.
i've got a question. am i really that fat?? why people around me keep saying im fat ?
perhaps i am and i need to go on a diet. but somehow i cant resist the temptation of fooooodd!!.
♥ Wednesday, April 14, 2010
am i too sensitive/ think too much???
♥ Thursday, April 08, 2010
i've been thinking of the type of guy that i will consider him to be my special guy.1) do not smoke
2) do not gamble
3) must not love gaming more than he love me.
4) must not be scared of cockroaches and insects and whatever i am scared of so that he is able to help me get rid of them.
5) love my family members and treat my friend as his.
6)love me and i love him
7) able to provide me with protected feelings and sense of security.
8) looks wise,看得顺眼就好.
9) the feel must be there such that it feels like i am able to chat with me and comfortable with.
10) a guy whom i feel that i can truly be myself when we are together.
♥ Thursday, April 08, 2010
