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Melody


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me

love to sing, love to watch people dance rainie yang is my idol, starting to like show luo and tang guo from hey girls reason cause i love to watch them dance in variety shows and i like rainie cause she is a good singer, a good actress and is able to be a host. i also admired her for being able to persevere till her current position even though she underwent so many failures i also felt that she is somewhat like me maybe it's because she has a irresponsible father like me, she is born in june and is a gemini. like her so much and i felt like buying her new albumu. hope she is going to climb higher in her career and continue to persevere even if she's down. hope i can be like her as well..being able to persevere, being strong... waiting for my prince charming-- one who loves me and is able to drive away my envies and loneliness

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Designer , Fly you out :D
xoxo

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

it's suffocating to live in here.
it's making my life miserable.
i dont want to believe that my life now is deteriorating.
i really wish to live in much happiness.
but i do not know why somehow some way, something i always got detered from the path towards happiness.
now it seems so hard to stay happy for one day for staying happy because unhappy things are bound to occur and i cant revert it.
i dont know why the heck am i a nurse.
i cant seem to be able to cope well with anger and sadness so why the heck am i here, studying as a nurse?


i think i did it for wealth and not passion.
i have never been the one to listen to one's problem attentively and give smart advices.
and i really hate myself for that. i've been trying to be a listener but but i will only find myself drifting away from the topics.

why am i like that.
im starting to hate my lie.
hate what im studying for.
hate my future career
and i even hate my name.

which i used to love it so much.
if only im not called angel.
if im only im more straightforward and am able to vent my anger infront of my friends
if only im not going to be a nurse...
if only, if only.....................................

kind of feeling these are being a burden to me.
hate my life. hate everything now...



Wednesday, December 30, 2009